Its about that lovely evening when I was just outside standing in the balcony....the cool breeze was making me feel so at peace...and the view from my balcony was just so awesome...It happens sometimes when u just so enjoy standing alone in the balcony and look at the sky..and the moon with that perfect shape...the moon visible behind the clouds..i guess it was kinda painters sight!!!
I was so caught in that beauty that even when i had no intentions to miss anybody..I started having that feel that I am missing someone...Have u ever felt that thing...that when u are Lost in the thoughts of someone , u just happen to check your phone every second moment ..may be expecting a call...but ya somewhere deep inside u know that the person wont call ..but still u just cant avoid d feeling ..just cz u r missing someone so much....Minutes pass away..n the breeze continues to make u feel all d more good...ignoring the fact that it might just be responsible to make u sweep into d thoughts of that someone....n then u hold your phone firmly n take a deep breath as if u r on for a great task...you then scroll through your phone book and come across many names,..your family members ...your friends ..people whom u know who might help u come out of this uneasy feeling..but no..u don't call anybody n then continue to scroll n come across THE number ....the number of that person u so wanna talk to...u almost press the call button but then somehow u stop!!...u think about the person..the times spent...the good times..the amazing feeling of being together...lots of thoughts..n then along with it also comes the reason that is giving u this uneasy feeling...the feeling that actually is stopping u from pressing the call button!!! n even wen u r so outspoken n can even can talk to a stranger..u still don't have the courage to call that one person..really strange !!I guess this strange feeling is cz u know that the person somehow won't respond to u ...the way u want the things to be..n u just drop the idea of calling...the feeling lingers on for quite a while....n then somehow u make yourself understand....u just say to your heart its ok!! u don't have to call..what if the person is not thinking of u anyway!! u just ignore your feelings..continue to enjoy the pleasure the lovely evening is granting...but since the evening has brought the thought of someone..u come back to your room...play some songs....get lost in the music... the lyrics....the memories...n the loneliness................
Who was the one i was missing....???? Keep Guessing... ;)
